*sob* *sob*

January 15, 2005

15 Jan

=( Finished watching D.N.Angel just now. *sob* The story was beautiful but sad towards the end. *sob* Dark-san~~~ Haiz… Have I mention before I don’t like watching endings? It always make me feel like crying and a sense of emptiness because I’ve already watched the whole series and known the story. I will no longer need to look forward to the next episode and wonder what will happen next. Bleh. I don’t know how to describe this kind of feeling but it’s not a very happy one though.

I think I am going to buy the manga. I’ve thought of it before but was in a dilemma. However, after watching the anime, I am DETERMINED to get the manga!

My favourite part of the whole series is the story of the “Ice and Dark”. A tragic love story.. (not to forget the handsome guy in it) I love that one sentence that the girl said. It was something like ” Do not die in order to protect your love ones. Live to protect them.” XD This shall be my favourite quote!

And Dark-san~~ Is he really gone? Has he really disappeared? Aww… *sob*

Ok. I’m going to start on GetBackers soon. Maybe I’ll watch it later or during my next off day. At least there’s not much romance in it and I won’t cry so much. XD I’m a very emotional person by the way.

Oh! I think that my computer is breaking down soon. Weird cracking sound can be heard when I switch on the CPU. O.O! And when I scroll down, the page seems to be loading slower than before. -_____- Let’s just hope that nothing bad will happen. I don’t wanna lose my yaoi manga and songs.

EDIT | Inspired by D.N.Angel, I’m gonna make a layout on it~ XD Yay!

DDDDDDDEEEEEAAAAAAADDDDD

January 14, 2005

14 Jan

I must blog.. Bleh. I’m so tired. Maybe next time. By the way, I had a very strange dream last night. I’ll write about it next time.

The boring cum terrible ceremony

January 9, 2005

9 Jan            Listening to : Personal [Konjiki no Gashbell]

Bleh. The merit bursary award ceremony was so dotty. Firstly, I went to the wrong Community Centre. I went to the old one where I had been going for the past few years. When I was almost there, I saw that the community centre was under renovation. Immediately, I walked over to two aunties near me and asked where Blk 866A was. They looked kind of surprised and told me that it was at the other side and I had to take bus. -__________- ok.

As I was walking towards the bus stop, the bus came. Till now, I couldn’t believe that I had acctually ran to catch the bus!! OMG! That’s the last thing I would do in my entire life. All my “face” was flushed into the toilet bowl..

Luckily, I wasn’t late. And guess what?! The guy sitting next to me is also from HaiSing but I have never seen him before.. wakaka. This shows that I don’t have many friends in HSC~ ^^ We waited and waited and waited. I smsed XInyi and we chatted. Then they began giving out EMPTY envelopes one by one in replacement of the actual money. Reason? So that people will not leave after getting the money. -__- Great way to make sure that there will still be people left at the end of the ceremony. But it did not affect me. Why? Simply because I was the 9th person starting from the last.

While waiting for the 400+ people in front, people around me were either napping (i wonder how they manage to sleep at such places), chatting, smsing or staring into space.

Somehow, I’m not very comfortable wearing the school skirt because I haven’t been wearing skirt for quite some time. And it seems that the way I walk is very weird. Bleh. I’m the jeans type of person.

When I reached home, I was O.O! to realized that the TV in the living room was gone! The first thing that came across my mind was my dad donated it to the tsunami victims. But even if they have a TV, they don’t have plugs and electricity. hm.. I’m not trying to be sadistc/sacastic. Anyway, I THINK the TV was sent for repair. My dad didn’t say anything. He just pretended to be surprised too. -__- hello? He was the only one at home the whole day.

Now, here’s the problem. No TV, no anime. Which means I can’t get to watch Konjiki no Gashbell tomorrow!!! O.O!!! NNOOO!!! So, I complained to my dad and he tried to set the TV in the room so that I can view Cable TV. No hope. So now, he is going to buy a new TV. =D Do you call that fatherly love? XD

I can no longer think of a heading.

January 5, 2005

5 Jan            Listening to : Hoshizora no Waltz [Kimi ga Nozomu Eien]

Currently chatting with Xinyi on MSN Messenger. Haiz.. Think all of us really miss one another VERY MUCH!

I went shopping with my mother and her friend today. Didn’t buy any clothes but had a very luxurious teabreak – H?agen-Dazs. We had this fruits-dip-into-chocolate dessert and a banana split. I think my tummy has expanded a bit. XD

After the teabreak, we went to Isetan Supermarket in Shaw Towers. I wanted to look for sweets or chocolates with anime characters packaging but ended up with 2 boxes of curry, one with One Piece picture and the other with some bread superman (whatever his name is).

Oh! Before that, I bought Saiyuki Reload 4 from Kinokuniya~ Yay!!! I’ve been waiting, waiting and waiting. I’m loving Kazuya Minekura Sensei’s works even more now because the drawings are getting better and more smutty scenes.. GojyoxHakkai and SanzoxGoku~~ *drool*

There’s no GetBackers 27 though but it’s ok since Yokes haven’t returned me Vol. 23-26. XD Wonder when will she return since we won’t meet until the release of O’levels results.

Haiz..My next off day will be on 9th, when I am getting some stupid Bursary thingy. But… it’s MONEY, one of my favourite things, so I have to go! $.$ It will be starting at around 3pm and I have to be seated at 2.15pm. I can predict that it will be EXTREMELY boring and I don’t think I’ll meet any friends there. The worse thing is that I’m no. 431. There will be 430 people in front of me. -_____- Oh GOd! Why do I have to wait so long just to get what I deserve for my hardwork in 2004?

Haiz.. I MISS YOU GUYS!! *sob*

…… bleh

5 Jan 2005

Bleh. I have so many things to say but I’m lazy to blog. SO I’l make things short.

I’ve received my first pay. I gave $150 each to my parents, $50 to my sister, $200 for my personal use and banked in the rest. (The above amounts are in SGD)

School has reopened (not for me) and I MISS school and friends. I’ve been thinking about my secondary school life. Aww.. makes me feel sad whenever I think of it. But there were many happy memories.

1) Most memorable~ Xinyi’s umbrella turned inside out due to the wind during a rainy day and we were determined to WALK to White Sands. We laughed like crazy

2) We tried breaking our leave-the-school-in-the-shortest-time record. We ran like mad women down the stairs and towards the school gates. And Xinwei and I were laughing hysterically while running, making us seemed like lunatics escaping from the mental hospital. ^^”

3) Choir. Ahh.. The times when we cursed Baboo and Bobaa.

4) Class 4E5. The 24 girls and 1 boy class. A very lazy, restless, talkative BUT fun class.

5) Last day of school when the 16 of us skipped school. XD

6) Class 2E2. The notorious class. =D but also a very lively class. Lots of memories (both happy and sad).

7) Teachers. Hm.. Do I really miss them? Maybe not now.

Bus 21. I doubt I will ever take that bus again with Tai Lun. XD

9) Walking to White Sands. No more trips to WS with my friends in school uniform.

10) Friends. They are the ones I miss the most. I’m not sure if we will ever meet again.. Even if we meet, the feelings and attitude will change.

*sob*

Oh~ and no more Xinwei to share pervertic jokes with me le.. Aww…

I love you guys~~ *huggles*